[Verse 1]
Cold cup on the counter
Fog fades into the air
Calendar stuck on December
Old bones in the chair
Empty plate in the kitchen
Clock hands stuck in a groove
Slow to do anything
But Heart’s making its move
[Chorus]
AUTOPHAGY
Let the old blood drain
You never truly live
Till you live through pain
AUTOPHAGY
Every breath
Every breath a test
You never truly live
Till you’re faced with death
[Verse 2]
Snow stacked on the mailbox
Bills I still haven’t read
Memories like cracker
Crumbs all over the bed
Expelling all the toxins
All the comfort
tossing the crutch
Shaking hands on the table
Fear has a wicked touch
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Bare trees in the backyard
Look like they’re torn apart
But roots are writing stories
Deep down in the dark
I’m not running from the silence
Let it press against my chest
If this is what the end feels like
Maybe it’s for the best
[Chorus]
Restless nights cause just because, My mind finds you, like it always does.
Do you miss me like I miss you too? Could you call me back, just for déjà vu?
[Chorus] (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh) I’m (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Maybe it’s fate, maybe it’s wrong, But my heart keeps singing this bittersweet song. Do you feel this ache, this longing too? Could we find our way back to me and you?
[Verse] Staring at the phone, it’s all I do, Hoping for a sign, a word from you. Do you think of me when you drop a post? Or am I nothing but a ghost?
[Chorus] (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh) I’m (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Maybe it’s fate, maybe it’s wrong, But my heart keeps singing this bittersweet song. Do you feel this ache, this longing too? Could we find our way back to me and you?
[Bridge]
Time keeps ticking, but it won’t erase, The love we shared, those perfect days. If you’re out there, just give me a sign, To tell me that you still could be mine.
[Verse] Maybe it’s fate, maybe it’s wrong, But my heart keeps singing our song. Do you feel this ache, this longing too? Could we find our way back to me and you?
[Chorus] (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh) I’m (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Maybe it’s fate, maybe it’s wrong, But my heart keeps singing this bittersweet song. Do you feel this ache, this longing too? Could we find our way back to me and you?
[Verse]
Nothing hurts
Like the first
We can’t go back
I hope you don’t think that.
I hope you don’t think that.
[Chorus]
With my dilated heart
Tear my insides apart
[Verse]
Nothing stings
Quite like the Spring
We can’t rewind
I hope you don’t mind that
I hope you don’t mind that
[Verse]
Heart beats fast like falling bottle
Daydreams zoom through all my throttles
Memories just fill my mind
Thinking of you, I could fly
[Chorus]
Hey! Spring fever for you,
Hey! Wishing skies were blue,
Hey! Every time with you,
Click, click, boom, everything feels new
Hey! Stick in my mind like glue,
Hey! Wishing it was true,
Hey! Blood rushing through,
Click, click, boom, everything feels new
[Verse]
Notecards stacked up like towers
Hopeful thoughts in quiet hours
All the time singing this song
In your world’s where I belong
[Bridge]
Shadows flicker
Light shines through
In this world
I want what’s true but
Stars explode
With you in my view
Spring fever, everything feels new
[Verse]
Sun beats down on my skin on a hill by the water’s edge.
Thinking about you from above,
I want to drown in your love
It’s like the sirens when they call,
It sounds so beautiful.
You could take me under and I’d be just fine.
But it would mean my life.
[Chorus]
I want to drown in your love
I want to drown in your love
I want to drown in your love
But it would kill me
[Verse]
I don’t want to hold my breath
Or it would mean certain death
You could be the only thing I see
But it would be the end of me
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I’m going, I’m going, I’m going under
I’m going, I’m going, I’m going under
[Verse]
High on the analemma sky loops,
time bends, I remember figures drawing circle-eights,
Same sun, different kind of fate,
Calendar cut like a scar,
Chalk lines circling the star,
Every time we trace that curve,
Trying to hold on, you’ have’ve got some nerve!
[Chorus]
High on the analemma,
Hearts going off like an atomic dilemma,
Tick, tick, tock in my chest, cold tremor
Bright white flash in a broken mirror
High on the analemma,
Hearts going off like an atomic dilemma,
Point of no return
We burn, then blur,
And then you U-turn.
Days drift but the angle stays.
Same arc over different days,
We keep flying around that mark,
Same fire, different kind of spark
Watch your heart spin then it stalls
Fear painted all over the walls
Every turn we feel that hit
Whole world humming like a fuse got lit
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
You said let’s take a trip around the sun
And we’re almost halfway done
Are we burning out before we’ve begun
Or are you the one?
[Chorus]
You can’t tell a lie in this blessed heat
The end of July is the end of me
Oh
Summer sun-baked skin do you feel the same?
With a blistered heart, I want to say your name
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over
But I can’t
[Chorus]
Hot summer night
Take me away
Hot summer night
I want to say your name
And I could say that I don’t care
But I don’t want to go there
And if you felt the same way
You wouldn’t let me say it
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over
But I can’t
[Chorus]
The late summer heat creeps up through the trees
Shaking the branches and it comes for me
And the dusk creeps up and the bugs all sing
And they crawl up my legs, it’s a cloying thing
And the moon creeps up over the old oak trees
While I walk to the barn in my bare feet
With the bats and the bugs all circling, singing
Did you really know me?
Oooooooooooh
Oooooooooooh
The late summer heat creeps up on me
Like the feeling I get when you’re next to me
And it hurts so bad when you go away
But I know you can’t stay
The late summer heat just follows me
Everywhere I go it’s the same old thing
And my skin burns up and my heart it bleeds
When I see you again it still skips a beat
Then you call
Then you call
Then you call,
And I know that you’ll call
That you’ll call
That you’ll call
When you call
When you call
When you call,
And I know that you’ll call
That you’ll call
That you’ll call
[Chorus]
The late summer heat
The late summer heat
The late summer heat
The late summer heat
Leaves are falling, seems like they float on forever
It’s getting cold, I’ll bring my jacket and your sweater
I like to lay in leaves and watch the trees
Sway gently in the autumn breeze
And the branches seem so much higher now
It must be because
[Chorus]
I’m falling, and falling, and falling for you
I’m falling, and falling, and falling, what else can I do?
You’re packing your bags but I’m falling like the leaves
And the summer’s already becoming a memory
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
And I just want to stay like this
I never want it to end
[Chorus]
I’m falling, and falling, and falling for you
I’m falling, and falling, and falling, what else can I do?
I’m falling, and falling, and falling for you
I’m falling, and falling, and falling, what else can I do?
But hit the ground
Sun has set and the light’s getting low,
I’m out camping alone with my ghosts.
Hear the wolves and I can heart them close
But they don’t compare to my ghosts.
My ghosts
My ghosts
One by one every old friend I know
Came to find me here with my ghosts
All the stories they told, things they couldn’t know,
The chills they gave me, the way they broke me
My ghosts
My ghosts
I said I’d keep you in mind
You told me the same thing
And I can’t pretend that I’m fine
When I feel like I’m breaking
Oooooh
Oooooh
[Chorus]
Through the branches, a cold wind screams
Fractured hopes and faded dreams
All I wanted was to hold on to this belief
But hearts are changing like the leaves
It’s never what you want to hear
But I guess it’s what I needed
Maybe I cry just a few more tears
Maybe just this weekend
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Seasons change even if you don’t want them to
Seasons change
And so did you
[Chorus]
When I see you
when I see you at the party—you at the party
And I’m standing on an island—standing on an island
Yeah, on an island
[Chorus]
And I say I wasn’t invited
And I didn’t know you’d be here
But that’s a lie
Just like last year
And when your friends come
Your friends come to the party—join you at the party
And I’m standing on an island—standing on an island
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
And I didn’t want to do this here
I didn’t want to do this here
No, I didn’t want to do this here
Or anywhere but we’re here